When Black Becomes a Rainbow

Right. You have my full attention now... So here goes! I have really wanted to blog for so long now, but have found it really difficult to get my head together and even start a post. There is so much to say, but there appears to be a difference between what goes on in my mind and what a normal human would be able to comprehend (story of my life). It has been a difficult time, but with a lot of amazing support from some great people, I would like to call these few weeks a blip rather than a full-on relapse. My friends, family and 5 star professional network have got me back on track and I am forever grateful to you - you know who you are! The lights were turned off for a little while, and what scared me most about this latest difficult episode was that I had no idea it was coming. It just jumped on me. Suddenly I lost the ability to see anything outside of the depression (and subsequently the ED), no enjoyment in life and 'the thoughts' hijacked my every move. I

Heyyyy Just to let you know that I am still around and kicking. Still thinking about my blog.  I know this virtual space will always be here for me to muse whatever head-space I am in.  However things have been a little difficult the past few weeks and it has taken all my energy just to keep my head above water (to be discussed in more detail in my next post). for the moment I wanted to put up the link to my TV interview I did a couple of months ago for 4Thought.  It is being broadcasted live tomorrow evening at 7.55pm on Channel 4. Feel free to comment and let me know what you think.  You must remember however that this was an hour long interview cut down in to less that 2 minutes! A lot of the interview was based in the eating disorder, but I feel it is the same across the board with any mental illness. http://www.4thought.tv/themes/is-your-faith-holding-you-back/rivkah-grant?autoplay=true My main aim was to explain that faith can give you hope and a reason to bein